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The Empty Pages

As a very young and 17-year-old reader , it has been four years that I write many things including some poems and compositions in Persian , Turkish and also English ; my main goal of reading different books is to learn from the experience of writers who have lived or thought whatever they have written . Actually , reading a book can give the same experience of a 60-year-old person to a 20-year-old one . I would like to share anything that I discover about new books or even new ideas about some new genres .

Hey moon , where are you ?

Reblogged from The Empty Pages:

Where are you moon?

These eyes cannot see you

No night without you

These eyes cannot sleep

A night without you

Is like the sky without stars

Like seeking a black hair-string in an all black page

That nonesense and that empty

That missing is a lover and that missing are these verses

Hey moon , where are you?

Standing in the darkness , my eyes closed

Seeing myself in a mirror

Under your reflection

Hearing a poem whisperingly

Read in a deafing silent tone

Tasting an anxiety in my lips

Feeling a flickering touch on my skin

Smelling a familiar flavour

But I don’t turn back , hey moon , I trust you

‘Cause you’re a part of the lover

She’s got earrings , too , from your diamonds

Wears them and then stares at me like tearing me down

I ask her that she loves me

She still looks at me with her green apples

Then moves her lips and runs to her prison

Then I , again , look at you

See you crying

‘Cause you’re her

You’re a part of her

The stars are assembled around you

Seeking relief with the clouds

Latter the winds arrive

And play the night song

There’s a bal tonight in the black page

The stars have mingled within the clouds

Have lost into them but they still dance

Everyone lives but moon , you’re still crying

The tears are hung in your eyeleashes

But they deserve death if they upset you

The clouds see you

They feel sorry for you and come closer

The song’s still sung

But the lovers is still not here to be sung to a poem

The rain begins and flows through the page

Sits on the dusts below

Another melody comes to the song

Some more verses are written to the end

The tears watch you from down below

Listen to you and sing with

The lover’s come

But the lover bard is still not here

The sky await for him for hours

With no pauses in the song

I’m still watching from the window

I’m still watching the horizon like everyone

Sometimes , I hear some sounds

See some screams in mouths

I’m still watching with ignorance

I’m still watching the clouds , the stars and the moon crying to my face

All of a sudden , a light comes to my sight

That shiny , that bright

All of a sudden , paints the black page into white

My eyes go blind

My ears go deaf , then

I’m blind still , but

What happened to the lover’s apples

Do they still see me?

Do her ears hear my poems still?

I step towards her prison

I worry about my prisoner

She’s still there but

I am the guardian to give his freedom to the prisoner

Soon or late , I finally reach there

Touch every part of her face

Ask her about her eyes

No voices come to my ears

Then I start singing songs , yelling poems

My ears still do not hear the sound of melody

I’m as if running in the dark

But nothing matters if the place I go is next to the lover

I open my lips , scream at the top of my lungs

Come my lover

Sit next to me

Place your hands on my hairs

Brush them

Slide a kiss on my cheek

Get closer to me bit more

Bring me back to yourself

Cheer me up

Relieve your guardian

Your lovely loveful lover

Hey moon , where are you?

Standing in the darkness , my eyes closed

Seeing myself in a mirror

Under your reflection

Hearing a poem whisperingly

Read in a deafing silent tone

Tasting an anxiety in my lips

Feeling a flickering touch on my skin

Smelling a familiar flavour

But I don’t turn back , hey moon , I trust you

There’s cherry flavour on my lips

I feel apple smell in my nose

And some sounds in my ears tearing down my deafness

A flicker on my skin tells me to let myself free

I let my lips to the darkness

Seemly it was an angel in the darkness

She gives me a kiss from the paradise

Then my ears do open again

Now I hear the music

And still singing my song

Then I feel another face on my face

Her eyevrows are enchained to mine

Her nose’s next to mine

Some sharp swords there are below her eyebrows

Enchained to each other as if defending the apples

A flicker from my skin

An anxiety from inside

A whisper from behind

Still tells me to let myself free

I let go of myself to my angel

I hopefully await for her to rescue me

To the thirsth of my eyes , a cool drop falls

Makes them full with apple flavour

A couple of lips approach my ears

Tell me to open my eyes smilingly

The curtains are opened , then

A big couple of heavenly apples I see in front of me

Borrowed from Eve into an angel’s face

Surrounded by sharp swords

A long thin couple of feathers above them

She puts her hands on my hairs

Touches them softly

Slides a kiss on my cheek

Gets closer to me a bit more

Brings me to herself again

Cheers me up ever most I’ve never been

Relieves me , the guardian of her

Her lovely loveful lover

Tells me she loves me

Tell her I love her

We fall in love suddenly

Till the song ends

Till the sun rises

Now I look at you moon

You’re laughing with a great smile on your face to me

You allow the clouds to surround you

The stars to stare at you

The winds to touch you

I hear the fallen teardrops

Clapping with the wet soil

The song ends and you go

The page goes white and I sleep

But the night still goes on in my dreams

These poems will never end

The night songs will never end

Now I look at you again

Now I understand , moon

You’re the love and the lover in my poem

But I was the lover reading the poem

The sky was mine tonight

Now I look at you moon

You’re here

Now these eyes can see you

Tonight came and went with you

These eyes slept

A night with you

Becomes a sky full of stars

It’s like seeking a feather fallen from an angel’s white wings into an all black page

That meaningful and that loveful

That close to me is the lover and that way these verses are written and finished

Hey moon , you’re here

I can see you

“A night sky broke in open stride as the weary stars increased”

Hey moon , where are you ?

Where are you moon?

These eyes cannot see you

No night without you

These eyes cannot sleep

A night without you

Is like the sky without stars

Like seeking a black hair-string in an all black page

That nonesense and that empty

That missing is a lover and that missing are these verses

Hey moon , where are you?

Standing in the darkness , my eyes closed

Seeing myself in a mirror

Under your reflection

Hearing a poem whisperingly

Read in a deafing silent tone

Tasting an anxiety in my lips

Feeling a flickering touch on my skin

Smelling a familiar flavour

But I don’t turn back , hey moon , I trust you

‘Cause you’re a part of the lover

She’s got earrings , too , from your diamonds

Wears them and then stares at me like tearing me down

I ask her that she loves me

She still looks at me with her green apples

Then moves her lips and runs to her prison

Then I , again , look at you

See you crying

‘Cause you’re her

You’re a part of her

The stars are assembled around you

Seeking relief with the clouds

Latter the winds arrive

And play the night song

There’s a bal tonight in the black page

The stars have mingled within the clouds

Have lost into them but they still dance

Everyone lives but moon , you’re still crying

The tears are hung in your eyeleashes

But they deserve death if they upset you

The clouds see you

They feel sorry for you and come closer

The song’s still sung

But the lovers is still not here to be sung to a poem

The rain begins and flows through the page

Sits on the dusts below

Another melody comes to the song

Some more verses are written to the end

The tears watch you from down below

Listen to you and sing with

The lover’s come

But the lover bard is still not here

The sky await for him for hours

With no pauses in the song

I’m still watching from the window

I’m still watching the horizon like everyone

Sometimes , I hear some sounds

See some screams in mouths

I’m still watching with ignorance

I’m still watching the clouds , the stars and the moon crying to my face

All of a sudden , a light comes to my sight

That shiny , that bright

All of a sudden , paints the black page into white

My eyes go blind

My ears go deaf , then

I’m blind still , but

What happened to the lover’s apples

Do they still see me?

Do her ears hear my poems still?

I step towards her prison

I worry about my prisoner

She’s still there but

I am the guardian to give his freedom to the prisoner

Soon or late , I finally reach there

Touch every part of her face

Ask her about her eyes

No voices come to my ears

Then I start singing songs , yelling poems

My ears still do not hear the sound of melody

I’m as if running in the dark

But nothing matters if the place I go is next to the lover

I open my lips , scream at the top of my lungs

Come my lover

Sit next to me

Place your hands on my hairs

Brush them

Slide a kiss on my cheek

Get closer to me bit more

Bring me back to yourself

Cheer me up

Relieve your guardian

Your lovely loveful lover

Hey moon , where are you?

Standing in the darkness , my eyes closed

Seeing myself in a mirror

Under your reflection

Hearing a poem whisperingly

Read in a deafing silent tone

Tasting an anxiety in my lips

Feeling a flickering touch on my skin

Smelling a familiar flavour

But I don’t turn back , hey moon , I trust you

There’s cherry flavour on my lips

I feel apple smell in my nose

And some sounds in my ears tearing down my deafness

A flicker on my skin tells me to let myself free

I let my lips to the darkness

Seemly it was an angel in the darkness

She gives me a kiss from the paradise

Then my ears do open again

Now I hear the music

And still singing my song

Then I feel another face on my face

Her eyevrows are enchained to mine

Her nose’s next to mine

Some sharp swords there are below her eyebrows

Enchained to each other as if defending the apples

A flicker from my skin

An anxiety from inside

A whisper from behind

Still tells me to let myself free

I let go of myself to my angel

I hopefully await for her to rescue me

To the thirsth of my eyes , a cool drop falls

Makes them full with apple flavour

A couple of lips approach my ears

Tell me to open my eyes smilingly

The curtains are opened , then

A big couple of heavenly apples I see in front of me

Borrowed from Eve into an angel’s face

Surrounded by sharp swords

A long thin couple of feathers above them

She puts her hands on my hairs

Touches them softly

Slides a kiss on my cheek

Gets closer to me a bit more

Brings me to herself again

Cheers me up ever most I’ve never been

Relieves me , the guardian of her

Her lovely loveful lover

Tells me she loves me

Tell her I love her

We fall in love suddenly

Till the song ends

Till the sun rises

Now I look at you moon

You’re laughing with a great smile on your face to me

You allow the clouds to surround you

The stars to stare at you

The winds to touch you

I hear the fallen teardrops

Clapping with the wet soil

The song ends and you go

The page goes white and I sleep

But the night still goes on in my dreams

These poems will never end

The night songs will never end

Now I look at you again

Now I understand , moon

You’re the love and the lover in my poem

But I was the lover reading the poem

The sky was mine tonight

Now I look at you moon

You’re here

Now these eyes can see you

Tonight came and went with you

These eyes slept

A night with you

Becomes a sky full of stars

It’s like seeking a feather fallen from an angel’s white wings into an all black page

That meaningful and that loveful

That close to me is the lover and that way these verses are written and finished

Hey moon , you’re here

I can see you

“A night sky broke in open stride as the weary stars increased”